i want to be that guy, i want to be the guy who makes peoples heads turn. more specifically i want to be the guy who makes girls do the double-take that they always seems to take from me. i want to get the attention they only reserve to their top crushes. all with only a passing glance. in that moment i want to be all they think about. i want them to look at me and somehow wonder how i could even exist. i want to make them turn their heads. i want to bee the one who walks around and has people ignore him and notice me at the same time. i want to stand there in amusement parks and have girls talk about how i look, talk about how i am even tough they dont know me, how they think i am, making me out to be the perfect guy. how i probably like all of their music, all of their movies, and dislike most of the stuff she does. but not all of it, because conflict is good, it keeps things interesting. i want them to wish they could take a picture with me, of me, but they dont because theyre too nervous and scared to seem creepy and ruin any chances of becoming a friend of mine even though they may probably never see me again. i want them to dare on of their friend to ask to take a picture with me, and the friend accepts but chickens out. i want to have girls, women, ladies, all look at me and in those seconds that i pass by, or stand next to them, or talk early, i want them to picture themselves with me. i want people to actually get the nerve to take a picture, whether discretely or not, ad post it online. i want it to get recognition from people. not everyone of course, but some people would also share the same feelings that the people who took the picture had.
i guess i just want people to notice me. i want to be like that attractive guy any girl can talk about. and describe him as if they spent a day together from that moment she saw him. i want to be that guy. im sorry if it seems selfish or like im saying beauty is purely physical (its not, i dont believe that.). but i just want to have that recognition.
i want to be that guy. is that so wrong?
