January 2011
I can't
I don’t know whether its because I was just weedwhacking or because of what she role me is just now taking full effect in my head, but I’m shaking. Why would she say that? The only reason I did this was because I was assured that she wouldn’t. I was told she didn’t know what it was, so I thought “why not?” Foolish of me, very foolish. Like everything I ever do....
Dream 1/26/2011
It’s starts out weird, in this cubicle building where I’m guessing that not only I, but some friends also lived there. The earliest I can remember is getting a box of condoms from somebody, not sure who, and I remember a girl… the part that I do remember want like this.
Andres, Elijah and I sitting down on some mattresses. We were talking when this girl comes over.(I...
inrevolt asked: I was watching Scott Pilgrim vs. The World the other night, and I have come to the conclusion that you, sir, remind me of Matthew Patel, the first of Ramona Flower's seven evil ex's. :)
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Okay, so today I found out that somebody I know in robotics apparently dated my current girlfriend. Now that wouldn’t shock me, at this age most people have dated someone else. The thing that surprised me is that while she said that her longest relationship was only a week, he said that they had dated for over a month. That is something that kinda startled me. I don’t know, I just...
Awesome
One of the more awesome things about having a phone that goes on the internet is that I can now post dreams that I had much faster and thereby remember most of it.
This dream was one of ky alternate realities. It started out with me talking to one of my ex’s whom I’ve been trying to reconnect with for a while now. After we started talking we decided to hang out. But she has moved...
I'm sorry
losing it
this post has no correlation to my last one, which is why i chose to make it separate.
this one has to do with many of my recent dreams having a certain person in it. im not going to say who it is, of course, for reasons that pertain to myself.
theres a certain dream i remember the most. its of us two against a wall. its a bright sunny day, and we look at each other but no words are spoken....
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Tonight had been a pretty bad night to be honest. today started out good, and i thought it would end god. but it didnt.
it started going downhill when lynnet’s cousin (she had been texting me the whole day from lynnets phone, mostly mentioning that i should shave) told me that lynnet wasnt a virgin. that shocked me, and when i sowed the text to elijah he was just as dumbstruck as i was. i...
Watchi knew that if i watched this videoblog thing before i posted it. i’d be doing it again and again. so i just decided to watch it later.
in case you dont want to watch it, theres really only two things i talked about.
-My new Phone
-and my relationship with Lynnet, which today has been one week, therefore establishing me as her longest relationship
i’ll probably do another video of...
Watchi knew that if i watched this videoblog thing before i posted it. i’d be doing it again and again. so i just decided to watch it later.
in case you dont want to watch it, theres really only two things i talked about.
-My new Phone
-and my relationship with Lynnet, which today has been one week, therefore establishing me as her longest relationship
i’ll probably do another video of...
i hate the way i asked her. but she said yes so thats good x)